Wrapped Around Our Axel, Laced Around Bridget Grace

One thing that I have been (impatiently) waiting on is the appearance of the non-gas based, non-dream state smile.  That golden moment when your little person looks at you and just BEAMS.   I was especially curious, because everything I had read indicated that it would be around the 6 week mark of life that this would occur.  I think that I have mentioned before, but one of the main things I am fascinated with in the world of the preemie is milestones... which milestones will be met based on birth date, and which milestones will be met based on due date. Of course, this one is based on Due Date.  Now, I admit, every now and then our boy would break out in a grin as if to say he had a secret that no one else knew... but you couldn't really engage him to make it happen.  It was solely on his terms. The other morning, *melt*, it happened and I just about broke into song. This is how it started... Holy cuteness.  I mean, really.  That was just such a great start to the

I don't know what's harder to believe.  The fact that Axel is two months old, or the fact that had he come when planned he would barely be three and a half weeks old.  It feels like this is all old hat now, we are pretty used to our routine now and I feel empty handed leaving the house without him. His one month picture, for contrast. :) I'm still very curious as to whether or not his milestones will be driven more by his birth age versus his gestational age.   So far it seems like we have a combination in terms of things he has hit and things he hasn't.  And for some things he seems to be in kind of a hybrid state.   For example, of course, I would think that one of the most exciting milestones for a baby to hit is that first time that they smile in response to you as a parent.  He isn't QUITE there, but he is at the point where, during quiet alert time, he'll break into a (non-gas) grin.  It's absolutely heart melting, so I can only imagine t